I May Not Be Your Cup of Tea…..
I was just thinking that I may not be your cup of tea. And that’s all right. Sometimes I don’t think I’m my own cup of tea!
Lots of change in my life, even on a daily basis. Sometimes I can’t keep up with me and I’m not sure at times as to what I want to do.
It’s 8:20 am and I’m thinking of going to Cozumel for the day…….but, I thought earlier that I’d just take the day to write and work on some music. Hang on, I’m sure in the next 30 minutes I’ll have another change of heart.
I find it hard to live with myself sometime. I’ve never been one to spend a lot of time on thinking of my past but I do spend a hell of a lot of time pondering my future.
I like it there, there is where I’m going. I’m not in any rush…….I just like the thoughts of what I’ll do. I find it my challenge in life. That’s a good thing…..at least to me.
There’s a bit of frustration that accompanies that too. I feel more comfortable in doing things on the spur of the moment. It drives me crazy, but I love it. It’s the planning that cramps my style. You didn’t know I had a ‘style’ did you, me neither.
I love the things I do and I do the things I love.
And I have fun….fun is what I do.
The thought of my pursuit of something that isn’t fulfilled is something I hate. And honestly, that’s much of life. I want the experience. Without the experience, I’m unfulfilled.
I’m out making new acquaintances, he was shy……. Different too, I like different. The problem is that he (the dog) doesn’t speak English.
Cup of tea…..
So, I’ve had 2 breakfasts, chocolate cake and I’m wondering why I’m so much over weight……I’ll start dieting at lunch
I’m learning to accept me and the way I am…….I’ve the attention span of a 2-year-old! I think it’s because my creativity is on call 24/7.
It’s like I’m always discovering something new……that’s cool.
Do you even like tea? Just wondering.
Even my writing in the preceding seems to be a bit all over the place…….just a lot of jibber-jabber if you ask me. I’ve changed my mind of going to Cozumel and I’m thinking I could use a good walk plus I have to pick up clothes from the cleaners. I’ve a washer, but no dryer and there’s not enough room outside to hang wash so for around $4 I bring my laundry and they wash, dry and fold! Awesome. They know me as John Louis (or Luis)……. I seem to be those ladies cup of tea. I like that. I’m thinking that I may have responded to something they said in Espanol in a way of their interest. I do get good service there.
I think I’m their cup of tea.
Back to me.
Yesterday walking the streets of Tulum, shopping and drinking margaritas I kept thinking I’d like to go to the beach. So once I got home I settled on the pool and more beverages.
I never know what I’m gonna end up doing on any day. My life is fluid, ever changing and keeping me on my toes because I never know what I’m gonna do next.
Cup of tea, ‘eh.
Peace, love, and beaches,