Rest In Peace…. R.I.P.
It’s always unexpected. Always leaves a void. The void is hard to deal with, and you know things will never be the same. How we handle this loss is up to us each as individuals, we have our own ways and length of time going thru the grieving process. We all wish Rest In Peace…… R.I.P.
It’s this time that really haunts us all. It may just be a sobering moment in life when we realize that nothing here on this dusty home we call Earth is forever.
I don’t know about you, but I often think of what the after-life holds.
The reality is that everything……everything comes to an end and we put off the thoughts and emotions until that appropriate time. I wonder if that serves us well. I mean, and maybe this is just me, but I tend to think thru different scenarios. Perhaps it’s the creative writer within me. I play out the scene that doesn’t yet exist. Feel the emotions, react to the players, anticipate the parts…….it’s gotta be just me.
I’ve experienced loss in the past, I’ll experience it in the future and I’m dealing with a loss right now.
It’s an unanticipated loss.
Never would I have anticipated this one. It was a partnership that if anyone was to depart first, it would be me. It didn’t happen that way.
I can clearly recall the first moments and the gut wrenching last…….the rough times between I cherish and relive thru the remainder of my journey.
It’s hard to let go. I mean, leaving Puck behind was tough….but he’s in good care, I get an occasional Facetime and I know he’s still there for my future visits.
Rest In Peace…. R.I.P.
But here I am…..knowing that it’s FINAL. I can’t change that thru my will. It’s a forever moment. I’m thinking that maybe you, the reader, would handle this differently……..for some that may be true. Me, I can only deal with what I’m going thru.
This event has an effect on my website here. I’ll be making the changes shortly.
The disconnection of this relationship I don’t see being replaced. But who knows! Time has a way of etching a new path, building new relationships and finding a way. I’m open. I must remain open.
So, it’s without going any further I must…..and believe me, at this moment it is very hard to express. But I must say good bye to my “Weight Guru” scale. It seems it could no longer put up with the pressure I put it under with the unforgiving humidity of the tropics.
Good Bye “Weight Guru” scale.
I’ll be retiring my “Girthiness” page shortly.
From the Caribbean…..
Peace, love, and beaches,